one call cleared it all..

Hmmm, a lot better feel healed after a steamy n teary talk..well I don’t want to b emotional but wish to be emotionally stable....B was in the middle of something when I called. I seriously don’t kno why i got teary today...I'm not definitely pregnant again and its not those hormones.

Today morning we went out..We would mean Abel and I with Ani ch n family. I seem TO see the ‘wives’ view now ….I mean I really understand why some women react they way they do…I try to control n be stable most of the time…I try not to take out my stress n emotional composure on others, but sometimes even I let it out..in a way that it spoils the days of silence..hahha so yea I do see that side of life now

The purpose was to go to center point but it was closed so we ended up lulu...I thank god for them coz I would have been all the more sad if I had not gone out today. May be one day, will tell Ani chchn n Chech that this day was really memorable. I was in an emotional disposition but the so called time out made me feel a little better.

No I’m not confessing tha I’ve troubles or any issues. It’s jus that some people enjoy wherever they are, to the fullest. Today was the 9th day…n it was a little teary coz when I spoke, I could feel the jolly good mood n mocking me offended me... What irked me more or bothered me was that it was the speakers, like you don't know who the audience are..is it one person or a group yea, so couldn’t react, I knew there would be people around, n this was like about 9ish…n after that is when I get a call to go for shopping….so my brain worked very slow…..while the shopping hahaha but i was glad that I agreed to join them in shopping :) a time off at least for some time…

It ws actually a busy day than my drab n dull days... till almost 1 pm I was so engaged that I hardly had time….anyways, after that we took off to Kamat Restaurant...had a lovely lunch...

Once I reached home, I was again disturbed wonder if it was acknowledged the fact that it is so dull without anyone home...but hmm, guess that never even crossed their minds :) we all get carried away when we have our holidays don't we :) so yea it just happens...n this time it was me on the receiving end may be that's why it was so hard :) ... A million memories of me doing this to people crossed my mind..I just had to say a word of sorry and asked God to forgive me for being so mean ..and I didnt do it on purpose..

I went around shopping with with all my interest picking the best n getting involved is thou I was the one who was traveling.....So yea retail therapy does work ha even of its not on ur money !!!