Touched by the presence

If only thoughts could write itself on this blog, the space would not have been enough to describe what runs through me. I've been expereincing a lot of emotions and hot to handle them. Feeling empathy towards a few, has stirr,ed the need to utter out a prayer or two, it has instilled more faith in God, in all what God has done to keep me going. There has been times, when I felt aloof, dull, worthless, when words hurt, when actions hurt, when being corrected. But with God's help, I really can see through it all. God has shown me how to get healed, how to forgive people, not holding them at grudge for things they did unknowlingly.

Talking to one of my close asociate yeterday, gave me a new though, we need to learn to forgive even our parents of what they did to us. Being a single breadwinner is always hard, if they had made some decisions that affected our diginity, or status as a child, and it still brings a tear, then, its not good for you. What ever the decsion they had taken at that time, seemed right to them, may be it still sounds injustice, but, we need to learn to forgive, do not hold them at grudge.!!! I said a word of prayer for this person who shared the pain...when a parent said no to a simple thing.

It also made me think, havign more than one child, u may have to take such decisions, may be its not anything against that child, but there were other priorities.. God understands your pain, he will heal you but u need to forgive ur parents...

God Bless you all...I wish I got more time to write...miss my web confidante !!