As we succumb to the needs and "busyness" of daily life, finding time for personal reflection and spiritual growth is also important. This year, I decided on a journey to commit to a year-long Bible reading plan with a few other PWs.
Oh, the initial enthusiasm and determination were so great that I delved into the scriptures each day even exploring passages that challenged me to comprehend their full meaning. There were times when I felt profound connection and understanding, where certain scriptures spoke to me very deeply in a specific way offering me nourishment for that day.
However, as the days turned into weeks and months, I noticed that I gave in to personal demands and it started eating my reading schedule. It is tempting to blame work deadlines, family responsibilities, and unexpected challenges for diverting my attention. but that's no excuse for keeping up or neglecting spiritual growth.
I found myself falling behind in my reading plan and now I'm trying to catch up with the others. Feelings of guilt and frustration come by sometimes as I struggle to catch up. But, I find comfort in the reading and it reminds me of the importance of grace, forgiveness, and perseverance. It's not okay to stumble bit if you do keep moving forward with faith and determination.
One thing that kept me going back and catching up was the supportive community of PWs with whom I am reading. Their accountability serves as a motivation for staying on track with the plan. Connecting with them, reading about their experiences, and support helped me regain momentum and motivation. I understand that my spiritual growth is not a sprint but a marathon, one that requires patience, persistence, and a willingness to confront reality.
I may still be ten days behind but it still brings me closer to God. I wish the "Plans With Friends" feature was available on laptops, I could have read during break and then comment.. I wish they'd bring back this option for the Bible app.
So in short, lean on your faith, and trust that God's grace will carry us through, one day at a time. The path may be challenging, but the rewards are beyond measure.
“He brought me out into a broad place; he rescued me because he delighted in me” (Psalm 18:19).
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