Feeling weird

Today, I feel weird...it makes me feel so bad after wat I saw at home. Wonder if she;d starve my child ?? And not give him anything !!

Benoie did not ask anything tis morning also, so I beocme the bad cop !! Wat to do? I dont loose my temper but this was the 2nd time that she lied to me. I also found that she went to the tailor shop near by and was talkin and chatting about him and his family. Well, it is not that she goes out that concerns me, what audacity they have to lie to us and act as though nothing even happened!!

Ah, sometimes i wonder if we are at their mercy, than opposed to the times when they felt they were at our mercy. She even hinted once that they can complain to authorities..gosh of waht?? We do not even mistreat them. What we ask them to do is not to leave work...when we are not at home. Do we step put from work just coz we dont have enough work on cue..?? No we don't!!
We stay back to see wat to organize or tidy up...I admit that they work for menial amount, but if they are honest we'd reward them more !!

Abel n mumma runs around the house every day....playing hide and seek .. :) we will have boney chahcna's mumma n dadda coming tonight. I went and got a few stuff for atti, god there are hardly anything but it weighs 3 kgs...worried if it will be too much...the worst part is there is hardly anything in it :)