I had it in me to serve God..

Been a couple of months since my last post, nothing drives me to write as there aren't any readers, well I haven't open this to the public, this will remain my confidante...my platform to share my "feelings", "experiences", "joy" wanted to say "nag" too but no.... I am unconditionally loved by an eternal Father, who spared not His own son for the remission of my sins too( I who was a Gentile !!! )

The past months of 2015 has been good.....a lot of things happening around, few miracles to name a few, our church moved from the chapel to a big hall with double the seating capacity. A few nagging issues were cleared by God himself. God has His mysterious ways for moving in our lives. We laid a stone for a new home end of last year much ahead of our plan. There were a few needs that came along with it...God met it all !!

A New year, a birthday and a new find !!

2016 started well, I was so proud of how the verse cards came out..I had put in a lot of effort the past years to learn macromedia fireworks to get things out, which I didn't need this year. It was fun, and very rewarding to get things done when I was being zapped out of time :) what a blessing..

My promise verse was the second half or the last bit of 1 Thes 3:3..very promising which didn't feel so promising but little did I know that the following days would change my state of  mind. It was a routine tests that was done at the clinic, which usually aren't done for women under 35, due to fatigue B had done his and did mine. The results have changed me a bit, it was caught be perplexed, overwhelmed and flustered, I am still trying to take it in the fact that we are not the same healthy youth! My Vit D levels were too low anything below 75 is considered deficient and mine was at 17. I was prescribed meds for weeks, plus another level was high. They wanted to get a further blood test to be done. I prayed let it be erratic, let the numbers be wrong, let there be a lab fault, but the second tests were done outside, adding to the results. The solution is pretty simple a medicine every day, but they cannot guarantee for how long I would have to be on medication....
So as usual, the concerned and weary should pronounces healing one day, and think of it the next moment with a "what if". It is time that I break those "What if" and turn back to say "What if its not" :)) Jesus loves me this I know...for I have tasted Him in the past ..He turned my mourning into dancing.