Feb 2016

There used to be a time bygone where I could pen down the latest happenings and update the web log with my news! Think it comes part of "growing up" that we loose the need to have to confide! Christ, is my redeemer, my portion and my inheritance :) The second month of this year has been good, spiritually it was like a breakthrough to see another baptism service ...For the times the devil stealed, God will restore. For the times the enemy told us "You are defeated" God will answer back.

I had it in me to serve God..

Been a couple of months since my last post, nothing drives me to write as there aren't any readers, well I haven't open this to the public, this will remain my confidante...my platform to share my "feelings", "experiences", "joy" wanted to say "nag" too but no.... I am unconditionally loved by an eternal Father, who spared not His own son for the remission of my sins too( I who was a Gentile !!! )

The past months of 2015 has been good.....a lot of things happening around, few miracles to name a few, our church moved from the chapel to a big hall with double the seating capacity. A few nagging issues were cleared by God himself. God has His mysterious ways for moving in our lives. We laid a stone for a new home end of last year much ahead of our plan. There were a few needs that came along with it...God met it all !!

A New year, a birthday and a new find !!

2016 started well, I was so proud of how the verse cards came out..I had put in a lot of effort the past years to learn macromedia fireworks to get things out, which I didn't need this year. It was fun, and very rewarding to get things done when I was being zapped out of time :) what a blessing..

My promise verse was the second half or the last bit of 1 Thes 3:3..very promising which didn't feel so promising but little did I know that the following days would change my state of  mind. It was a routine tests that was done at the clinic, which usually aren't done for women under 35, due to fatigue B had done his and did mine. The results have changed me a bit, it was caught be perplexed, overwhelmed and flustered, I am still trying to take it in the fact that we are not the same healthy youth! My Vit D levels were too low anything below 75 is considered deficient and mine was at 17. I was prescribed meds for weeks, plus another level was high. They wanted to get a further blood test to be done. I prayed let it be erratic, let the numbers be wrong, let there be a lab fault, but the second tests were done outside, adding to the results. The solution is pretty simple a medicine every day, but they cannot guarantee for how long I would have to be on medication....
So as usual, the concerned and weary should pronounces healing one day, and think of it the next moment with a "what if". It is time that I break those "What if" and turn back to say "What if its not" :)) Jesus loves me this I know...for I have tasted Him in the past ..He turned my mourning into dancing.