Finally here!!

So many untold, unrecorded events happened in the past days, if given a choice could even write n entire book...Was feeling so attached to a place that we almost had to fight to get the clearaces...Gosh!!! It also became a reason of argument between me n B. I mean I dont think I've been blamed for something. He literally sounded like it was all coz of me tat he was goin thru those rough days. N I could not stop from askin why does it only occur when times are rough? Those easy days when life was smooth no one told me it was coz of me!!! Why aren;t we thankful.....for wat we had n enjoyed, why can;t we just take it when it goes wrong/?? Why do u loose hope???

In the end...thank god that God was by my side..we won the big fight n saved almost 5000 grants from goin down the drain !!! It seemed to me that we wanted to literally knock the supervisor.....the maintenance guy who did not know how to point out the difference between wear n tear and a genuine damage !!!

Gosh, even f it took longer I'm glad that things worked the way it should have been. We would have been released long back if this was done earlier..!!!

Dad n Mom were back from india...before weekened...we still had to return back to AUH to settle the last day...man it was such a marathon...n we reached home only by 7 PM. Unforgettable journey ..n last day's beauty care treatments from V felt great ....after the hard long days !!


We still had bags to pack for the final trip....and it looked like we had to buy a lot of stuff....!!!

Friday was the day, we packed almost final on thursday......n rest on friday...the dinner at Bro. A's place was gud. A nice farewell from the church...felt sad to say bye but it s for a new beginning !!

Today, we were up quite early....all set to finally leave...waved bye to all at home..dad, mom , n bro B left us in the airport...Was i more than sad..why do i still fight back tears, why do I not let it down, people think that I am hard hearted may it be so !!

The flight to Oman took only 45 mins...Abel's comments on reaching the aiport was far more than wat I expected ...He was like "Is this te airport" ...n a lot more..

As adults B n I could not ask a few questions ..out loud tis guy could...

Some things I will not forget ...

- How we were welcomed...we were told that a ground duty staff will escort us. We had to hunt for the staff who was to lead us..it was funny.
- How the placard was handwritten that too...with a marker that hardly had ink
- How the OIG staff who escorted us to the transit home had a placard (paper) with B's name written with a Ballpoint pen..(trust me.,.,,u do not spot it from 5 steps !!)

Time z up

Huh, I don't think I feel gud to type anymore..my heart weighs more than wat i thought it wud..I din kno it wud be so hard for me...kinda always thought myself to be quite cool abt things.

Acually I never show it, want to luk brave I guess :) It z nearing time....the empty rooms make me wanna cry, why are we so attached yet so detached..? Till now it never occured that I was so attached to this place..the same me who wanted to move out last year to a new place, a smaller home..why do I feel so now??

I guess it wud have been easier then, it would have appeared to me like a mere shift, now it feels like I'm being robbed of some thing that was always part of me....

Its almost time to say BYE

The house is already empty....I am more tired n feel like I;ve grown 3 years in few days...feel like I'm turning bitter, wonder if the thought of not having a full time job is bothering me. Or is the concern of a new mom if she will be able to giv her new child the same privileges the other child had. Not sure...I;m tryin not to be bitter. Just praying for more grace...Poor B it must be hard to him to see me through this.

Writers Relocators.....hav almost taken most boxes except for the last few that will be ready by 23rd or so...!!!! Don like their numbering..rather go by mine..yea CS1, Ao1 etc...huh, wish I could number all of them the way I want it to be....

Infant bags separate....

Miss'n UAE already !!!

Clearances ~~

We seemed to have planned tis quite well in advanced but some times it does nto work the way u want it to ....B is such a good planner, he is systematic in all what he does. He had a clear cut on dates, all mapped n lined to go in the way it is supposed to.

The shipment will leave the house soon...it will be an empty house that we're gonna be in ;) in another few days it will be Last working day for B and for me in UAE. It really hurts to part with AUH home...a place tat used to be HOME..more than the Maramon house, we've memories around here.. Well may be not for B but for me..tis has been home for years, since school, we've been here...each room has its story abt how we fell in love with it !!! I wish we were less attached and sentimental to such things !! God!!

Time's running short !!!

There are a lot of things to do...a lot of stuff to settle n clear before we move outta this country...There are a lot of uncertainities that come across my mind. But I am just blindly holding on to God who has brought me this far.

U gotta believe that it will work out well, things will be better for all.