Its been 3 months now...well past 3 months, and feels like yesterday..
Looking back is easy, looking forward .......a lot of questions fills my mind. Wonder what it would take to complete the rest of this period..
'Twas manageable the first time around with the support of Ma. Life's so different without having her around ;)
Hmm I'm a strong girl...I will be fine :)
Monday, April 27, 2009
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
loquacious to laconic !!
Change is inevitable, but when it is something that identifies a person, it is a major change !!!
The past few days, I've been tired for words, and all I knew is that I need to rest my weighed head. By the time I reached home, it was about 6:00 pm. Had a fast meal..yea...almost my dinner. And this younger man that I love, would not let me rest. He wanted me by his side, wanting me to listen to all his stories and even more to listen to his fav music from my mobile !!!! I manged to close an eye, n he caught me, made me sit up on the bed...gosh !! i just wished that my husband was around...he would understand me when I say that "I am tired"!!
In the end I had to give in and try to hold on for more time..yes dance to his strings a bit....simply coz he was seeing me after a few hours of wait..he deserved my attention too :)
Later yesterday evening, I had no craving for any special food..had relished on a cheese manakesh from the Lebanese Bakery on Airport Road...(i never liked it before !!)
To my relief, B came in at 7:30 PM...he was equally tired and wanted to hit the sack. An unexpected guest called in at 8:00 and had to hold on a little longer till they left..It was almost 9:30 when we retired....
N needless to say my li'l man wanted to yap, about god only knows wat....B was so tired that he almost shouted at Aibz n he was crying..Later he almost went to B...as B was sleeping took his hand kissed hime good nite..Oh, I was so proud of him..:)How innocently beautiful the react..
AIbz amazes me always :)
The past few days, I've been tired for words, and all I knew is that I need to rest my weighed head. By the time I reached home, it was about 6:00 pm. Had a fast meal..yea...almost my dinner. And this younger man that I love, would not let me rest. He wanted me by his side, wanting me to listen to all his stories and even more to listen to his fav music from my mobile !!!! I manged to close an eye, n he caught me, made me sit up on the bed...gosh !! i just wished that my husband was around...he would understand me when I say that "I am tired"!!
In the end I had to give in and try to hold on for more time..yes dance to his strings a bit....simply coz he was seeing me after a few hours of wait..he deserved my attention too :)
Later yesterday evening, I had no craving for any special food..had relished on a cheese manakesh from the Lebanese Bakery on Airport Road...(i never liked it before !!)
To my relief, B came in at 7:30 PM...he was equally tired and wanted to hit the sack. An unexpected guest called in at 8:00 and had to hold on a little longer till they left..It was almost 9:30 when we retired....
N needless to say my li'l man wanted to yap, about god only knows wat....B was so tired that he almost shouted at Aibz n he was crying..Later he almost went to B...as B was sleeping took his hand kissed hime good nite..Oh, I was so proud of him..:)How innocently beautiful the react..
AIbz amazes me always :)
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
3 times Masters??
A proud moment for the 18 grads seated on the stage..
Graduates of variour age groups and backgrounds all seated together to finally get recognized for the 2 years of study. It looked like more of a responsibility than a recognition. B was seated 3rd from the left and I am sure it must have been a proud moment to have his family and extended family at the graduation day...
As always, he never gets away without being a co-ordinator of some sort..N lo, I saw his name as the Associate Dean, I am told that he does not hold an office but has to be there. All the other graduates lived/worked in the same city whereas B worked about 150 kms away and was there for setting up the rooms n co-ordinating the event.
Dad n Mom were proud of their son, I;m sure this was the first time they got to attend a function tho he has taken up 2 Masters and a Bachelor.. :) Aibz was the happiest kid on the block seeing his Dada on stage ...
Don't know what I felt, hmmm....just wanted to rush home to hit the bed in a way but wanted to really be there watching B look so glee..It was almost 12:40 am when we hit the bed...needless to say, Aibz was not sent to school this morning !!
Graduates of variour age groups and backgrounds all seated together to finally get recognized for the 2 years of study. It looked like more of a responsibility than a recognition. B was seated 3rd from the left and I am sure it must have been a proud moment to have his family and extended family at the graduation day...
As always, he never gets away without being a co-ordinator of some sort..N lo, I saw his name as the Associate Dean, I am told that he does not hold an office but has to be there. All the other graduates lived/worked in the same city whereas B worked about 150 kms away and was there for setting up the rooms n co-ordinating the event.
Dad n Mom were proud of their son, I;m sure this was the first time they got to attend a function tho he has taken up 2 Masters and a Bachelor.. :) Aibz was the happiest kid on the block seeing his Dada on stage ...
Don't know what I felt, hmmm....just wanted to rush home to hit the bed in a way but wanted to really be there watching B look so glee..It was almost 12:40 am when we hit the bed...needless to say, Aibz was not sent to school this morning !!
Time Pass
This gravid female is getting weird senses n feelings…..
Was always a foodie..now I'm not interested....
had an aversion towards cheese, now I'm in for it..
always always craved for spicy food..now cant stand it….
Loves veggies…
N more than all that, I feel sick at night..
Not interested in anything…..
Plus there is one more thing….
I am in love with a younger man
Just worried how I’d be able to justify myself……
Yea in a way this younger man keeps me going !!!
Can't make out if it’s true love or real love or both..
Never thought I’d be in luv more than once….
This man matches my present temperaments
I feel so good with him that I wanna be with him ….always..
Shh...please keep this a secret….if u really wanna know tis man…..
whom
I ♥
I'd confide with u......provided that B does not hear of it....
Shhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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.
.
.
.
.
.
.
He calls me Mumma and is younger to me by 25 years..
Was always a foodie..now I'm not interested....
had an aversion towards cheese, now I'm in for it..
always always craved for spicy food..now cant stand it….
Loves veggies…
N more than all that, I feel sick at night..
Not interested in anything…..
Plus there is one more thing….
I am in love with a younger man
Just worried how I’d be able to justify myself……
Yea in a way this younger man keeps me going !!!
Can't make out if it’s true love or real love or both..
Never thought I’d be in luv more than once….
This man matches my present temperaments
I feel so good with him that I wanna be with him ….always..
Shh...please keep this a secret….if u really wanna know tis man…..
whom
I ♥
I'd confide with u......provided that B does not hear of it....
Shhhhhhhhhhhhhh
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
He calls me Mumma and is younger to me by 25 years..
Monday, April 6, 2009
Deadline
Feel so lethargic these days, tired and sleepy most of the times .......
It bothers me to hear not so good news...now, B called to say that his twin is asked to leave the country or find a job before 16th April..Well nothing is too hard for the Lord, but it means only 10 more days, Mom must be more than worried..donno....
It bothers me to hear not so good news...now, B called to say that his twin is asked to leave the country or find a job before 16th April..Well nothing is too hard for the Lord, but it means only 10 more days, Mom must be more than worried..donno....
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