Encounter

I guess no one must have missed the sunny splash tis morning, the center point of the square garden is one exquisite spot :)

As I crossed it, many thoughts ran on my mind, if only we have the time to see and enjoy the nature more than these artificially made things ton increase the aesthetic sense...we'd appreciate the creator more than the sculptors, architects and interior designers... But again the thought of someone having been bestowed with the talent and skill to bring out this magnificent piece of work is quite encouraging. The time the mortal creator spent in nurturing his talent as to bring out this piece is truly motivating. Hmm thanks for making my day :)

I reached earlier than my regular just in time visit :) said a word of thanks to God for keeping me through this. I have been facing or rather struggling within me with a lot of questions, the future career path looks plain as I look...!!! O how I wish I knew how to move on and what to aim at. You have a few options spread out, but to choose the right one or the one that would suit me is cumbersome.

Over to family, Its been more than a week that my Ebba's left to granny's care and I just want to hold him, give him a shower, play pals and a lot more...the telephonic conversation does not give you the pleasure of talking coz you dont feel their presence :) Today atleast I hope to see my husband which would take me off the pain of not being able to be with Ebba...We miss Attiiii Thokkku and such cute words, the banging..and a lot more. Mom's still recovering, Dad takes time to do as much as he can to help her stay put that she can take rest. Atti's getting new tensions in life...to proceed or not to is the new quest that she has.

N I'm one day closed to meet my sweetie pie...

Effacing Emotions :)

Tis is yet another moment in life, where one feels distraught n the only thing that can lift up spirits, is the blissful memories. It feels like forever that I've been parted from my li'l fella..

Its fun to rewind to those first few minutes of every evening when I'm being welcomed by 'Mamaaaaaaaaaaa' n n the antics Ebba plays just to be the center of attraction. N it irks to feel that it will take another week to have him around. How I wish the weather didn't have to take its toll on people, as to keep these precious ones far from reaching the person.

Its not the usual me who'd be ranting about proximity to weekends ..n lo, the here is I'm using up the web space as my confidante...to vehement whining n yes there is yet another one who remains still all through out till I finish...n thats my Creator who I'd want to run to, at all times :)

Its more than drag at work, by having to wait to get your hands on fresh n challenging tasks. And I've learned that to make it becoming of you to remain worthy of those peaches-and-cream tasks you need to analyze the gaps by filling in with the key essentials like subject matter knowledge, accuracy, efficiency, effectiveness and interest in acquiring new skills by professional development.

It may take months to reach what one wants, but, you are close to achieving it if you works towards it...

Peek-a-Boo

Finally, after months of wait, the unstableness z gonna change...at least I think so. Not sure if, tis change of state of dependency means anything. Tis z clearly not what I really wanted & dream of, but, the sunny side is that, I'm getting acknowledged ... :) none other than...by me, myself :)

Ter wz always tiz side of me, who wanted to shift abodes, move to greener pastures when life on the whole appeared monotonous. Well, some things are inevitable, at least in this part of the globe, now it z adding to my new discovery on life's games that to remain in the picture perfect work takes lot of work for some blokes n also that it is not always a choice that you make, but get tied to not coz of any liabilities or obligations whatsoever, simply coz it snugs u away to heights of ___ (let me not fill tat now) (it is not a fib now abt the perfect work env or is it? hmm time will only tell )

The last week was staggering enough, with the retrograding physical state of one of the progenitors of the Kadesh Saks family one just carry the careworn look around. It does call in for those energy boosters but wasn't intriguing enough to stack up the energy, I'd rather wither away as to hit the sack :) If Ebbz was around probably it was worth the time, the 3-foot shadow of mine who looks up always for more n more :) Esp now, with an upswing of the art of speech, he constantly seems to amaze me. I wish this disposition of not having you around doesn't last for long.....